You realise things are getting bad when you’re battling depression when you get to the stage that you just give into it. Today I feel as though I’ve lost the fight, hopefully it will come back but for now I’m as flat as the proverbial pancake as far as my mood goes.
No smile, no frown, no tears – just nothing! Nothing…it’s what I feel like as a person.
Hey I can relate to that just existing feeling, I was like that for 18 months… all the time I was on Plurk… sure I put a face on for the “crowd” but the rest of me was just tunnelling further inwards.
Keep in there, I am sure there is light at the end of the tunnel, I know mine is somewhere around the bend, just can’t see it much of the time.
Hugs
@Shelley
I’m the same, I’ve always said I often wear a mask around others, sure they still see me, but not the pain within.
I know things will pick up, they always do at some point, it’s just those dark moments (as you’d know), they generally come when you don’t want them to and there’s little you can do about them.